Will I ever find my Great Perhaps? Or is it the idea of reaching my "Great Perhaps" that makes it exciting, that makes me want to go on? I really don't know. And I doubt that I ever will. But anyway, I won't stop looking for it. Even though I don't know what "it" stands for. It surely doesn't stand for death in my mental dictionary. And even though it is not yet concrete; maybe one day I'll meet someone incredible or discover my happy place or just be unstoppably happy for no reason. And that day I will probably say that I've found my "Great Perhaps". Until that day and forever: "I go to seek a Great Perhaps".